Dr. Klangendum
ma 8 mei 2023 00:00 uur
#473. My complex me and brain. A new WORM production by Lieuwe Zelle. A production made for Worm/Klangendum/Concertzender, april 2023. Name: Lieuwe Anthonie Zelle. 06-03-1956 The Hague. they/them. Original a toy salesman working in a toyshop technical toys like • model-railroad trains and stuff and plastic • model kits and so on. In that time you had to have a diploma to sell • toys or to be a shop-manger. Besides that I played drums in a´Hard Rock band'. Later-on in life I • found that playing music an working in a toyshop was not enough to • support my family. Due to my family history -I am related to Mata Hari whose real name was • Margaretha Geertruida Zelle (Leeuwarden, 7 augustus 1876 – Vincennes, • 15 oktober 1917) sometimes I would be her or even have a relation with • her across time and gender. Mata Hari • Myth: • There are stories that are connected somewhere in the distant past to a • person who lived in that distant past. Over time, these stories have become true myths that probably contain • some truths, but the full truth has • been lost in the mists of time. It requires a true historian to find • out the full truth where possible, because many discoverable facts have • often remained in the mist of history. But even if the truth is historically justified with facts and • documents, the myth is stronger than the truth/facts. In a number of cases the myth changes to divine status, hero stories • about the saints of the Roman Catholic • Church and even Greek and Roman mythology. Or even closer stories in the time of which the real facts are difficult • to find out, such as a story from the • family about Red Devil, an inland shipping flat-bottomed skipper from • the early 1800s or so. But also a book that has largely determined our European and Dutch • society, the Bible is not good at • determining what histories are correct or where it is more a testimony • of faith and society from the time of the • writers. Let's now talk about my great-great-aunt and great-uncle, each of whom • has achieved some fame. And with some narcissistic pleasure also myself your undersigned writer • to introduce you, because if you • don't imagine yourself, you're nothing. Margreet Zelle ls daughter of Adam Zelle was already a free-spirited • young lady/girl in her youth, the favorite • of her father who, by the way, was not devoid of any kind of • exaggeration in who and what he was. A fairly successful businessman and seller of hats and caps from his • shop in Leeuwarden. But business failures ensure that dad goes bankrupt and Margreet is • referred to looking for a husband, as it • were. Hum yes you can see the rest of the story in the movie Mata Hari The • naked spy or read the book about the • history of Mata Hari.As I want to be. I am Mata Hari eye of the day. I am light let disappear the darkness yes your light of day woman nor • man I am goddess and god at the • same time beauty and inspiration I am Mata Hari, • Goddess and God I am man and woman and give you light, light of the • world through the world. As a few in time and eternity I descend and give my light, wisdom, and • blinded you with beauty to all who are • worthy of my temptation in money and power but I remain light and the • darkness behind me and before me. Paris : • I was posing for a famous artist in Paris frivolously yet virtuous when • the Director of the Opera came in and invited me to present myself in a • new production as a young virtuous lady as a kind of introduction. Since • I still had good hopes of obtaining custody of my daughter back in • Holland, I have to decline the offer, a virtuous life is necessary for • custody. Rotterdam 1904 • I am now at the Tivoli as there are no rehearsals so I have a moment to • discuss a few • things with you my dear second cousin. You are my voice you are my body • my survival on stage in front of the audience. Rotterdam 2019 • Dear Aunt, it is a lot that you ask me, but may I be with many my Aunt • my Aunt Margreet. Parijs • Played or better I danced tonight at Musée Guim for the first time to • general amazement • only a few who looked and really saw. Yes my dear be with many my voice • my body my name. Rotterdam 2019. We are Mata Hari we are the eye we are Margreet Zelle. Now Listen to my sound and music or what I call a sound-experience. Rotterdam 10-04-2023. Lieuwe Zelle they/them.
